Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Hope Despairs


Today I get the lab results from my blood and urine samples to see if my thyroid or something else may be causing or greatly contributing to my depression. For once I’m hoping I’ll be able to get a prescription for an anti-depressant. As much as I’ve disliked them in the past I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep my sanity if I keep spiraling downward. Maybe they’ve invented something that won’t kill my art. It’s a hell of a trade-off - selling your creativity to feel ok. Imagine Van Gogh on Prozac.

1 comment:

Hanna said...

Hope they find a cause and get you good medicine that won't make your crativity go away! I'm crossing my fingers for you! take care!